pascals wager explained

 Pascal's wager is an argument in philosophy presented by the seventeenth-century French philosopher, theologian, mathematician and physicist, Blaise Pascal (1623–1662). It posits that humans bet with their lives that God either exists or does not. 

Jesus says in Matthew 7:7  7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.

If you seek God with all your heart and with an open mind you will find Him. The Bible is God's love letter to you so start by reading the bible and God will reveal Himself to you.